In 2012, I started to awaken to intuitive and healing abilities that coincided with my pregnancies. The first pregnancy opened me up to more profound intuitive gifts, and the second one to healing. I believe my children’s soul energy activated gifts and curiosities that lay dormant within me.
I had been open, supportive, and curious about healing and intuitive talents in others throughout my life; however, it triggered fears I did not understand when it came to me. Since childhood, I have had premonitions and psychic experiences; however, I did not understand them due to distorted or preconceived notions of what these insights could mean or why no one else was perceiving and feeling similarly.
The big turning point was in 2017 when I started exploring the deeper levels of my soul through regular meditation, soul plan, and hypnosis (past life, life between lives, & QHHT). What I was seeing, perceiving, feeling, and connecting with was beyond anything I had experienced in my life until then. As I tapped into higher frequencies, I would see and experience myself in other (dimensional) forms and spaces. I could feel and communicate with other beings and channel healing energy, sounds, and light language.
It was also in 2017 that I learned more about my birth and time in my mother’s womb, which revealed experiences that were not of this world. This has been the hardest one for me to get my head around and has driven my inner search for answers about consciousness that I am still unraveling today. Thus, 2017 was a year full of information and extraordinary experiences, and I found myself overwhelmed. My world was rocked in the most exciting and validating way, but expressing my inner knowing paralyzed me with fear.
I decided to go back to what I knew and enjoyed best – reading books and studying, which helped build my confidence and emotional resilience. I became an avid reader of the esoteric and mystical, psychology, metaphysical, and science (i.e., cell biology and epigenetics). I was a student at the Holistic Healing College and the College of Psychic Studies in London. Overall, I committed to a disciplined meditation practice, healing sessions, workshops, courses, and retreats to understand what I was experiencing and unblock any (unconscious) fears holding me back.
Since 2001, I have been in the career field of International Development (to learn more, go to my profile on LinkedIn). I worked on USG and HMG-funded programs worldwide for nearly two decades, mainly in impoverished and war-torn countries. This type of service is rewarding and essential in many ways, but it does not get to the root of the issues. I refer to problems that stem from long-term inter-generational trauma and cultural patterns that continue to resurface time after time.
As I experienced the various ways of working with energy, frequency, and vibrations, I gained a deeper understanding of how we create and transform our reality and its impact on the collective energy field. I felt that the overseas assistance perpetuated the very issues we were looking to resolve. I decided to take a break from my career to focus, learn, and explore a different way (or path) that calls us to look within. The most significant impact and change we can make in this world is the one we create within ourselves. Profound introspection, which is often uncomfortable, can lead to the most rewarding changes we see unfold in the collective (energetic) field.
Parallel to my inner journey, I qualified as a Spiritual (Holistic) Counsellor, Spiritual (Holistic) Life Coach, Soul Plan Practitioner, Soul Transformation Therapist (Levels 1 & 2), and Hypnotherapist. The more I healed myself, and my lineage, the greater my awareness expanded, or access to information (wisdom) that was buried inside. The inner journey is ongoing, and the more self-aware I become, the more comfortable I am expressing my truth and talents, and the greater my ability to guide others on their inner healing journeys without fear.
In 2019, I started expressing my journey and visions through paintings. I found that the process of drawing and painting was very intuitive, depicting the "unseen" or unconscious aspects that are ready to be seen, felt, and embodied. The images are archetypal and reflect the inner journey of exploration and discovery that also coincides with the ebb and flow of the collective energy field. The paintings may provide clues into the subconscious and reveal deeper aspects of the Self, and therefore serve as great tools for self-reflection and healing. There is usually a correlation between the physical and emotional body and what is happening in the collective field (that can also coincide with astrological events and movements). To learn more, please visit my blog and Art Gallery.
What motivates me is that my children grow up in a world where connecting to their soul essence and spirit is natural and encouraged. Connecting to our essence and spirit is the most natural thing. It brings us peace, balance, integrity, innate wisdom, empowerment, connection, and joy. The more we strengthen our connection within, know ourselves and embrace ourselves intimately, the less conflict, war, and division we will see externally.
What lights me up is raising awareness of our multidimensional universe and inspiring others to see for themselves and know for themselves.